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Friday, April 29, 2005




"This is my sundown...I wanna be so much more than this..."

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

Zero Hour

I no longer want to fight or disagree about everything that has happened. Although I have been assured I am not involved; I do not think it was wrong of me to want to know all the details, considering the circumstances. Things went in a 180 degree spin and now I am left here wondering. I guess I will always wonder what happened.

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The HEAT are looking pretty good so far...win in double-Overtime tonight.

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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Old Skool NY-MIAMI-LA Style

Got a hold of an old mix done by Dr. Dre and Tony A (roadium swapmeet); perfectly blending the styles of the three main cities of hip hop in the early days. It was nostalgic to hear what a bright start this genre had- and at the same time, sad to think of what it has become because of violence, posturing and money.

"Thinkin of a master plan
Cuz ain’t nuthin but sweat inside my hand
So I dig into my pocket, all my money is spent
So I dig deeper but still comin up with lint
So I start my mission- leave my residence
Thinkin how could I get some dead presidents
I need money, I used to be a stick-up kid
So I think of all the devious things I did
I used to roll up, this is a hold up, ain’t nuthin funny
Stop smiling, be still, don’t nuthin move but the money
But now I learned to earn cos I’m righteous
I feel great! so maybe I might just
Search for a 9 to 5, if I strive
Then maybe I’ll stay alive
So I walk up the street whistlin this
Feelin out of place cos, man, do I miss
A pen and a paper, a stereo, a tape of
Me and eric b, and a nice big plate of
Fish, which is my favorite dish
But without no money it’s still a wish
Cos I don’t like to dream about gettin paid
So I dig into the books of the rhymes that I made
To now test to see if I got pull
Hit the studio, cos I’m paid in full
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(Eric B. & Rakim)

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I don't normally post things like this, but you gotta admit this is funny.

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Saturday, April 23, 2005




"this is fact, not fiction- for the first time in years..."

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Grey Machine

On the side of the house.
Its burned in the ground.
That secret code.
That signal go.
There's a stain on the grass
That's calling us home
You lie inside for the
Transistor send.
My heart skips a beat.
Lie blinded.
Out of reach.
Out of touch.
Out of ink.
Out of kindness
Never hazing new guys.
Out of teeth.
Out of thought.
Out of time.
Out of life
Like cattle grazing.
Your mind.
On the way to the car.
On the of the stone.
On the edge of the lake.
On the end of the joke.
On the crack of the floor
On the slab of the day.
On the dent of the face.
On the mind of the cop.
On the scar of the rat.
On the last of the calls.
On the rest of the doc.
On the smile of the kid.
Pick me up.
Take me home.
Get me out of here.
Please.
On the underside i'm letting go...
they know were on to them.
we know to avoid - their snare
they're pulling us back
we run for cover
escape is far
i'm letting go...
its scaring me
break...
i'm gonna break...

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Friday, April 22, 2005





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Thursday, April 21, 2005

So Sick...

...of fighting over things- my car, relationships with people, money...

I don't like to fight. I hate it. I just want to do right by everyone and everything and feel the same for a change.

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005




"There's a beguiling and magnetic mood. There's so much darkness, and there's so much room to dream. They're mysteries and there are people in trouble, and uneasiness."
--David Lynch

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Monday, April 18, 2005




"there is no fucking YOU; there is only me..."

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Friday, April 15, 2005




frustration

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$&*%@!

MAJOR computer crash. Had to rebuild the entire hard drive (took a few hours). I managed to salvage all of the files, but it was not without great effort.

Hopefully I will be ok for a while until I can figure out the bug.

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Wednesday, April 13, 2005




"too much" - (Terry Richardson)

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Monday, April 11, 2005

Mix Tape

"...Once again, we're being told that home taping (in the form of ripping and burning) is killing music. But it's not: It simply exists as a nod to the true love and ego involved in sharing music with friends and lovers. Trying to control music sharing- by shutting down P2P sites or MP3 Blogs or BitTorrent or whatever other technology comes along- is like trying to control an affair of the heart. Nothing will stop it."
--Thurston Moore--

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Sunday, April 10, 2005




"So foul and fair a day I have not seen."

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Elephant.

I must admit I kind of 'slept' on this movie when it came out. Van Sant has always been a little too out there for my taste so I didn't pay much attention. I dove into this movie last night and I was transfixed. The tracking shots, the over-lapping time frames, the lighting, was brilliant.

The obvious parallels with Columbine make it an eerie homage.

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Saturday, April 09, 2005




Beach party. All day long. I am burnt to a crisp. :)

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Thursday, April 07, 2005




[remedy]

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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

I Wish it Would Stop Raining Down

So much polemica right now. Trying to alleviate major issues in life and maintain. It's getting harder, I suppose it must before it gets easier.

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Sunday, April 03, 2005




4,072

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I Am You

"You have bound my heart with subtle chains
So much pleasure that it feels like pain
So entwined now that we can't shake free
I am you and you are me

No escaping from the mess we're in
So much pleasure that it must be sin
I must live with this reality
I am yours eternally

There's no turning back
We're in this trap
No denying the facts
No, no, no
No excuses to give
I'm the one you're with
We've no alternative
No, no, no

Dark obsession in the name of love
This addiction that we're both part of
Leads us deeper into mystery
Keeps us craving endlessly

Strange compulsions that I can't control
Pure possession of my heart and soul
I must live with this reality

I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me
I am you and you are me

There's no turning back
We're in this trap
No denying the facts
No, no, no
No excuses to give
I'm the one you're with
We've no alternative
No, no, no..."

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Saturday, April 02, 2005




aesthetics

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Leif Erikson..I have a penchant for song lyrics lately...



"...I’ll bring you when my lifeboat sails through the night
That is supposing that you don’t sleep tonight

It’s like learning a new a language
Helps me catch up on my mime
If you don’t bring up those lonely parts
This could be a good time
It’s like learning a new language

You come here to me
We’ll collect those lonely parts and set them down
You come here to me

She says brief things, her love’s a pony
My love’s subliminal.."

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Friday, April 01, 2005




"Once you start, you don't stop.."

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"I’ve been looking so long at my pictures of you
That I almost believe that they’re real
I’ve been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel..."


--cure--

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