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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Goodbye...

On Friday I had to do something I have never done in my life before- say goodbye to someone whom I know I will never see again. I was fairly casual about it until the actual moment arrived. Then I seemed to leave my body and watch myself go through the actual situation. It was everything you'd think it would be- the wishing of good luck for my future, the reassurance that her life meant a lot to me, the regrets of getting old and dying, the talk of reuniting with ones that were already gone, the "I love you and goodbye" that rips your heart out.

Walking out of that room was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.
At least I had the chance to finalize things, for once.

Posted by camden :: 5/22/2005 12:48:00 PM :: 0 Comments:

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